Saturday, July 22, 2006
Dik Dik . Dik dik..
They were tying me up on the blue target!!

Dik dik.. dik dik..
I was being pulled up by a crane.. The little box was swinging..

n i was pulled high..

i could see the blue cloth down there..
Nothing soft.. Concrete right below !!

There was one man behind me..
He said on my count 3.

1... i looked staright to the sun..
2.. i looked down.. concretee..
3.. i stepped up... I tried to throw myself..a wind bloww..

shit.. my hand was tightly grabbing the box fench !!
It was not me who was controlling my hand..
It was meant to save me... and it didnt let me go..

Ok.. i said.. count agian..
I let go the box fench out of my grab..
i put my hands just by me..
i took breath..
i looked down again.. concrete..
I stepped up..
My heart missed one pump I guess... Something was running through my backbone...
Cold !!
Shit..again my hand automatically grabbed the fench..

Count again.. i said..
He said "1"
i could hear light voice.. from down..
I looked down..
People started clapping.. "Jump !! Jump !!"
I decided to jump..
I put forward my right leg..
more .. more..
i was about to be imbalanced..
more .. more..
i leaned forward..
i could feel my heart geting cold..
i swalloed something..
I let myself go..


My heart just went silent !!

I wanted to grab something !!

i was falling..

something cold and scary was running in the chest..
Adrenaline !!

I could feel a sudden force on the rope..

I reached the end..

And then i again started going upwards.. because the rope was ilastic..

Now i shouted.. "Woooooohooooooooo"

again down...
I was swinging in the air..
left ..right.. up..down.. and rotating..

I couldnt but hold tightly my dresss...

the sky was spinning...

I could feel my heart not bumping.. but rather cold ..

i was spining and spinnig..


and i stepped down..

My legs were stiff..

There was another Bangalee "Nazrul vai" from BUET. I can still see his astonished face.. "Er shahosh hoilo kemne? er shahosh hoilo kemne?"



I want to do it again !!
I want to feel it "If it goes wrong , i m dead"
I want to feel the adrenaline PICK !!
I want to shout again with all my force "Wooooooooooohooooooooo"

Here is the certificate i got !!

Here is the video !!

Jumped at city market, oulu, Finland. 22 July 2006, 17:53.
Bunjee company:
posted by Gagan at 7/22/2006 08:13:00 PM | Permalink | 4 comments


  • At 9:49 PM, Anonymous Anonymous

    dos!sabas!!amaro ekkhan sopno eita?kobe chance pamu!paileo sahos hoibo kina!chalae jao.amar r o kisu sopno gliding,skiing r plane thk je lafta dai...egula khuje try kor

  • At 9:51 PM, Anonymous Anonymous

    anonymous thk tarahurai mistake!

  • At 7:42 PM, Anonymous Anonymous

    ishh kottoboro sahos bandor ayy ekbar kanta moila soja kormu.
    ............ ammu

    :p actually said by vutki(this name :( makes me cry still only one on earth dares to call me this)

  • At 10:53 PM, Anonymous Anonymous

    mindblowing....u r really brave

Rahin !!

Thank u very much.. and thanks to ur GPRS high speed..

It was heavenly to hear dawn azan..
Far away from there... hundreds of miles away..
Even i m 3 hours back !!

Still the sound from Dhaka mosque..
I could feel fresh morning air..
I could smell the air..
I could see the dark dawn..

Thru voice conversation ...
22 July..
Bangladesh time 4:35
Local time 1:35
posted by Gagan at 7/22/2006 01:36:00 AM | Permalink | 0 comments


Friday, July 21, 2006

Detachable Penis

Lyric by King Missile

I woke up this morning with a bad hangover and my penis was missing again.
This happens all hte time; it's detachable.
This comes in handy a lot of the time;
I can leave it home when I thnk it's gonna get me in trouble, or I can rent it out when I don't need it.
But now and then I go to a party, get drunk, and the next morning, I can't, for the life of me, remember what I did with it.
First I looked around my apartment, and I couldn't find it, so I called up the place hwere the party was, they hadn't seen it either.
I asked them to check the medicine cabinet , 'ccause for some reason, I leave it there sometimes, but no this time.So I told them if it pops up to let me know. I called a few people who were at the party, but they were no help either.

I was starting to get desperate I really don't like being without my penis for too long. It makes me feel like less of a man, and I really hate having to sit down every time I take a leak.

After a few hours of searching the house, and calling everyone I could think of, I was starting to get very depressed, so I went to the Kiev and ate breakfast.

Then as I walked down Second Avenue, toward St Mark's Place, where all those people sell used books and other junk on the street, I saw my penis lying on a blanket next to a broken toaster oven - some guy was selling it!

I had to but it off him. He wanted 22 bucks, but I talked him down to 17. I took it home, washed it off, and put it back on.

I was happy again: complete. People sometimes tell me I should get it permanently attached,

but I don't know.

Even though sometimes it's a pain in the ass, I like having a detachable penis.

Download the song(Dont click on it.. use right click\ Save)
posted by Gagan at 7/21/2006 04:32:00 PM | Permalink | 0 comments


i almost forgot how night looks like. It has never been night here. just evening, or dark evening if u argue. But not night !!

Last night ( july 21 ) was dark !I was trying to sleep. then suddenly i felt something is wrong.

I opened my eyes.. It was darkness in my room !!I cant almost see anyting..I went to the toilet.. It was 99% dark .. i couldnt see anythign..

Darkness never made me so happy before !

I jumped back to my bed..I closed my eyes..Ahh !! I cannt see my own reddish blood-shed because of sunlight!!It was complete black !!Ahh !! :D

here is my room ( I took the picture with both night mode and flash on)

And look at the kitchen... Never been so dark !! becuase it faces the sun !!

It was because of the dense clouds !!

posted by Gagan at 7/21/2006 01:36:00 PM | Permalink | 3 comments


  • At 2:54 PM, Blogger BlacK_JacK

    ekhono apnar kotha mone pore... kalke 231 xam. ekhono kisui pori nai. doa koren... -- Pamir

  • At 2:55 PM, Blogger BlacK_JacK

    2nd mid kalke. dekha jak ki koy... btw apni deshe ashben kobe ?

  • At 6:00 PM, Blogger Gagan

    hey Pamir, I will be back at the end of August :)

Happy chicken, Happy (!!) egg

Okay... take a look !!
A box of eggs.
look at the HAPPY CHICKENS !!

The chickens of this firm are being kept happy .. haha.. ( HAPPY !!)
Because there are open rooms for them to walk ( or may be playing:D)

This the normal egg box..

Of course it costs to keep the chickens happy ( ! ) .. so u have to pay more to buy their eggs.

S. Market
Rotuari, Oulu
posted by Gagan at 7/21/2006 01:20:00 PM | Permalink | 0 comments


Thursday, July 20, 2006
It was me upholding the Bangladeshi flag to those people. Never felt that I love my country so much !!

I spent a lot of time to figure out the best way to reperenst it.
I made a quiz, instead of a boring discussion, it made everyone thinking and listening.
After each question, I talked a little to elborate the fact...

Download the power point presentation and check it..

Download presentation

It would be great if u can comment ( at the bottom of the page, there is post a comment.Dont forget to write ur name at the end) .

what do u thing?ok? enuf? good? great?awesome?

posted by Gagan at 7/20/2006 01:14:00 PM | Permalink | 1 comments


  • At 3:17 PM, Anonymous Anonymous

    in one word - "Great". I feel proud
    of our Gagan-mama.

It was Bangladesh night tonight. People of AIESEC came to know Bangladesh.. The culture.. and the food..

I was the person to make everything.. to introduce Bangladesh to them :)
and I think I did it well.

First it started with a name game.. pretty funny game to remember each others' name.

Then i hosted a quiz competetion. I made 15 questions.. such that after that they know Bangladesh a bit, like where is it, whats the capital, whats the currency, the largest sea beach, the largest mangrove, the largest cat, the largest fruit, the mother language day... almost everything was covered...

Claudio was the winner :)
I gave a little doll, made with Jute fiber from Bangladesh.

Then food..
I had quite a hard time to prepare food for 15 people. The cost was over 30.7 euros...
Menu : Khicuri, dim vaji, alo vorta with boiled egg and pure mastard oil , two chicken vuna- one is mild, other is quite spicy hot.. still some people to my best surprise, said i could put more chilli..haha.. strong guys !!!

As on my request some people trying eating by hand...

Laura, I like her pretty much.. she is so polite and gentle.. she helped me a hell lot in everything since the beginning ( like getting social security number, taking me to furniture shop.. )

Ritva, AIESEC oulu president

Good job !! She finished the whole thing by HAND !!

Mikko, the only Finnish guy present there who have actually experience Bangladesh

"U could use some more chilli :D"

chit chatting...

Hanna and Laura, helping hands

Okayy.. party ended after 10:30.. back to my kitchen.

Now how the hell m i gonna clean this mess with two hands !!

Look at my kitchen :(

And i started .. minute by minute it started taking shape.. hard job with two hands only

Before : after

Before : after

Before : after
Well.. I guess I made it :)
I think it was fun for everyone .. and..
Here is "Nater guru".. haha

19 July 2006 Wednesday. Bangladesh night started at 6 pm.

posted by Gagan at 7/20/2006 03:04:00 AM | Permalink | 5 comments


  • At 9:01 AM, Blogger shahan

    cheers Gagan!!

    for upholding the Bangladeshi flag single handed!

    I'm hungry(almost lunch time now) and seeing ur dishes...... ;)

    u know,Eamon has achieved a name(i doono whether he liked it or not!) in our dept, the "Shahid Baburchi"!! U can be named likewise ...hmmmmm...ya!..go it...."Gogo baburchi". ha ha ha..[never mind, bad joke :(]

    and one thing...Anupam vai was damn correct...keep blogging..I think not only him, some other ppl also follow ur blogs(guess who :D).

  • At 9:04 AM, Blogger shahan

    cheers Gagan!!

    for upholding the Bangladeshi flag single handed!

    I'm hungry(almost lunch time now) and seeing ur dishes...... ;)

    u know,Eamon has achieved a name(i doono whether he liked it or not!) in our dept, the "Shahid Baburchi"!! U can be named likewise ...hmmmmm...ya!..go it...."Gogo baburchi". ha ha ha..[never mind, bad joke :(]

    and one thing...Anupam vai was damn correct...keep blogging..I think not only him, some other ppl also follow ur blogs(guess who :D).

  • At 9:04 AM, Blogger shahan

    cheers Gagan!!

    for upholding the Bangladeshi flag single handed!

    I'm hungry(almost lunch time now) and seeing ur dishes...... ;)

    u know,Eamon has achieved a name(i doono whether he liked it or not!) in our dept, the "Shahid Baburchi"!! U can be named likewise ...hmmmmm...ya!..go it...."Gogo baburchi". ha ha ha..[never mind, bad joke :(]

    and one thing...Anupam vai was damn correct...keep blogging..I think not only him, some other ppl also follow ur blogs(guess who :D).

  • At 1:25 PM, Anonymous Anonymous

    Isnt that you, Shahan??
    Absolutely great to know.Absolutely great.

  • At 9:23 PM, Anonymous Rubí

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Monday, July 17, 2006
I was trying to figure out which algorithm will be faster..
Then ..

Shupantha : "Tui Sudoku khelush ?"

And i fell off chair laughing..

There are all "UU" in the words "Tui Sudoku"..
He couldnt say "Khelish"
it came out as "Kheluush"

posted by Gagan at 7/17/2006 05:43:00 PM | Permalink | 1 comments


  • At 9:20 PM, Anonymous Rubí


Saturday, July 15, 2006
There had been always some people around me telling , "Oh, of course, it's u...u'l have good marks in this exam. why worry?" or "Here comes the man with high marks" or something like that. They had never inspired me or never made me feel better.

But there are very few friends of mine, who really appreciates when I do something creative or something that really deserves a "Well Donen Buddy !!".
Like Eamon once told me which quality of mine he likes most, n really appreciated that. I still remember that one, I hold it as an acheivement of mine.

Just a few mintues before, something like this has happened again. After a looong time.

Anupom told me "Keep blogging..i check it almst everyday"

Someone is checking my blog almost everyday !!!

That is something beyond my total expectation.

I know, I always keep my eyes open to enjoy new things and to see things in a different way and try to capture the moments in cell-phone camera, to share with SOMEONE !!

But knowing that someone checks it almost everyday, is a different feeling.

Anupom vai ...cheers !!

15 July 2006
Local time 00:11
posted by Gagan at 7/15/2006 12:06:00 AM | Permalink | 2 comments


  • At 12:18 AM, Anonymous Ahsan

    Anupom is not the only one. I enjoy your blogs too, and I'm sure there are more people out there.

    I must admit, your blogs are fun to read. Keep up the good work :)

  • At 9:53 PM, Blogger Gagan

    Ahsan vai, u made me blush red !!

    Totally inspired :D


Friday, July 14, 2006
Finn ppl, no offence please. I just want to share what i have noticed :)

Finn ppl have kinda funny accent when they say some English words.
They miss-pronunciate, but interestingly, all of them ( at least those I know) do the same mistake.

Walk - Finn ppl will say " Wallk" not "Wak"
Half - Finn ppl will say " Hallf" not "hu'f"
Often - Finn ppl will say "Of - ten " not "Of'en"
posted by Gagan at 7/14/2006 10:58:00 AM | Permalink | 0 comments


Thursday, July 13, 2006

HP xw6200

hmm.. checking the empty slot of the dual processor support!!

posted by Gagan at 7/13/2006 12:09:00 PM | Permalink | 0 comments


U have just entered my flat !
On the right two small rooms before u go to kitchen.toilet door and bathroom door.

My toilet with "Disco light" (look at the left wall)

The next room is the bathroom.I love this place !!

you are looking at the kitchen. On the left is Sakari's room. On the right is mine. You'l enter there soon. Let me show u the kitchen first.

Then the kitchen. Do u need more shiny table? :)

Inside my frige. Look at the middle row, full of eggs haha.

View from my sink. Its a very sunny weather today. Look at the window on the left at the end.

All of my "ovens", from top microwave oven, normal oven ( 4 coils), grill oven ( the bottommost), the sandwitch maker ( on the table by the window).

The sofa, and door to my room.
Hey my comb on the sofa, why is it there???ops !!

Open Sisem !!
Yliopistokatu 16A 706 !

My room !! Home sweet home!
Mat on the floor, my bed, chair, table, computer, and a polythene bag by the chair, which I use as a dust-bin, and a big window right by the chair.

N on the very left of this pic, u can see one side of the cupboard.

A closer look to the table. Can u guess whats under the table ( rightside) :D
(click image to enlarge)

My bed. Its a double bed ( ! ) with spring foam.
There is a Humayun Ahmed on the table. Dont even ask to borrow it now :) Not finished yet.

The cupboard. Since I can remember almost nothing, I am trying to keep everything sorted, so that i have less problem, like There is a fixed place for putting the book and sock !!

Back of the table. An easy chair where u can sit..and look at the big sky or watch a movie at the laptop.
There is a newspaper table, over it a table lamp to read and a corn flakes bag, I use those as chips.
This is my relaxation corner.
Its covered by a full white cloth, so...DONT SIT IF U R SWEATING. Take a shower to sit here.
( I am trying to make it a meditation and real relaxation corner)

The window.. I alwayes wanted a window like this big..

..there is not a single high-rising building to block your sight toward the sky !! and there is a lake which u can see golden when the sun sets at 12:30 midnight.

The leftside view through the window. The supermarket and some buildings from the 7th floor of my room.

My shadow from the light of Finn Sun thorugh the window !!

Bye !!

13 July 2006
posted by Gagan at 7/13/2006 09:14:00 AM | Permalink | 2 comments


  • At 10:15 PM, Anonymous Anonymous

    Nice view.
    Anyway, do you sometimes pee through the window ?

  • At 10:20 PM, Anonymous Anonymous

    Nice comment !!
    Thanks !!